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Thursday, February 09, 2006
Muse>I am so hooked.
The music courses through my veins, exciting me.
All i can do is go along with the flow.
Oh man. This is not good, since there is little in the fandom that can feed my hunger.
Well, at least it's feeding my muse, and i've written more than i have ever written in the past four years. I'm a deprived writer. So much so that my writing style has changed, for the worse, i think. i never really got the other style back, and it kinda pisses me off a little, but who can i blame?
I did choose science over literature.
And i would too if i had to do so again.
My poor poor sun-sick puppy of a muse.
This reminds me. I need to purchase another Azone notebook. You know, the kind with a black hard cover...the pages are running out thanks to my muse which attacks only after i've switched off the com. I'm simply too lazy to switch it back on again, so i settle with a pen instead.
Due to that, my writings are all over the place. In files, notebooks (some of which i've lost, to my horror) and on disks and thumbdrives. You get the idea...
It's irking me out, since i like to read them again for grammer and spelling checks, and most of the time, to continue with it. Yes, unfortunately, most of them are long and incomplete. The longest i got was what? 7o+ pages on word? And it was pure utter crap.
Yepz, i realised that only after spending such a bloody long time on it. How pathetic is that? No plot, no substance, and absolutely no depth. Urgh.
I should give up on multi-parts. They never work, they're never completed, and i always change my plot as i write so planning always become an utter waste of time. Besides, due to the fact that they're always perpectually incomplete, they're never published.
What an utter waste.
Yes, it's settled. I'd stick to one-shots instead. # posted by blade | 10:27 PM
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Hook, Line and Sinker>Ever since i watched the first episode of Gravitation, i got addicted. That is not good. Especially since i haven't finished my slam dunk fiction yet! Crap. I'm never gonna be able to finish a decent story. Argh. I'm like...at chapter three?!
So i was just thinking...maybe i should stick to one-shots, or rather, really long one-shots, or else i'm never gonna finish anything, and that is damn sad.
I sorta gave up on FF8 too. Got kinda bored with having to draw 100 of every magic for 6 characters. Plus, i stopped at the D-District Prison part, which is absolutely tedious since i'm gonna be running up and down and up again a lot of times. And that is just plain monotonous.
Yepz. Due to that, everything is 1/2 done and i'm pissed at myself for waking up so late everyday...but oh well, maybe i do deserve lotsa shuteye, considering i didn't get much in the past two years. What a life! What a sad pathetic life!
Urgh.
Forget it. I should just go back to my current muse - lotsa Ryuichi angst. Oh i love that guy! He's absolutely gorgeous, plus, it's interesting to develop his character. You know...about his pink bunny Kuma-chan and his childlike persona versus his stage face. I love it! Exciting really, to think of plots of why he turned out that way. *squeals*
Don't stare at me like that...
i have a life!
i just happen to love writing, that's all.
Besides, Shining Collection and Lost Complex are wonderful to listen to. And that's probably why i'm so pissed that i can't sing along.
Shining Collection is just too fast, and as for Lost Complex, i can't find the lyrics anywhere!!
Argh.
Forget it.
# posted by blade | 10:04 PM
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
Tadaima!>I'm back~
Hahaz! It's been a while since i had sworn off blogging to concetrate on my studies. Finally, it's over! (ok, so maybe it's been three months since it was officially over, but who cares? right!)
In any case, life's been really fun, cool and guess what?!
I'm replaying FF8 for the seventh time today! in a way... i got until the start of disc three when i decided to replay, since the *random rule has spread across EVERYWHERE thanks to stupid Edea.. oh well, forget it.
Hopefully this time round, i'd be able to conquer the game, side quests and all. Oh man...i really really wanna get Irvine's card~
Urgh.
Whatever.
Oh, and i just did this FF8 test. Really cool...though in a way, i think that i have more similarities with Quistis than Kiros...
 | You are Kiros! You're a pretty practical sort of person with a
good sense of ethics. Because you keep physically fit, you
look good wearing just about anything. Helpful and capable,
you're always a great person to have around. Take the Final Fantasy 8 Test here! |
~ The Artist ~
iced_blade
~ Her Favorites ~
Anime
Writings
Any animal that isn't a reptile...oh yeah, and no frogs and insects
~ Loves ~
Titan, Kiki and Sparkles~
Cute Kawaii Bishounen!(Like Narumi from Gakuen Alice) or bad-ass anime heros like Natsume-kun! and Neji! (Funny how both their surnames are Hyuuga. Hahaz)
~ Loathes ~
Stupid, helpless people who think they're so smart. Argh, i can go on and on. But then again, what's the point in doing so right? Their insignificance isn't even worth mentioning here.
~ Wishlist ~
Confidence, Decisiveness and Courage. And of course, for my inspiration and affinity with spelling to come back to me!!
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Guess what?! I decided to put all the quiz results here! hahaz. just for fun.
What Spiral: Suiri no Kizuna character are you?
You are Kanone Hilbert. Despite a pleasant and friendly demeanor, the expected fate of the Blade Children along with lonliness has warped him, letting dark feelings overtake his soul. Of all of the Blade Children, he is perhaps the most dangerous because he all but given up on hope and earnestly desires the others to adopt the path of darkness and destruction. Because of this his is quite ruthless and willing to place innocents in danger and even his friends if it suits his goals.
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Squeal! Isn't he cute?
What's your sexual appeal?
er...okay. So that's me...
Which Final Fantasy VII Advent Children character are you? Movie pics!
Cloud...er...ookay~~
And here i thought i'll be more of a Yuffie.
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