Virtual Reality .V2.0
My personal ranting site. Unsuitable for any readers under twelve lest they suffer from brain damage after reading my colourful language and everything that goes along with it. - I refuse to take any responsibility for any minds that were tainted by me.
It feels so so surreal.
I feel kinda lost, as in like, aimless lost...you get what i mean? Anyway, that's the current state i'm in right now. I mean, i don't even have inspiration to read and that's something!
I blame it on my passing my advanced theory test for driving. As in like...after that ordeal was over, i don't seem to have anything else to fret about, other than the failure to apply for scholarships. Thing is, i can't do much about it until i can contact the people at the university so yeah, i'm kinda at a stalemate here.
Kinda sad, really.
So i'm inspiration-less. i can't seem to read, write or do anything else. Even baking seems to have lost its novelty. It's really quite crappy. And Hikaru no Go doesn't seem to engage me and my brain enough.
That's probably why i'm so restless over here. i should really go do something, or find something to do. Urgh. Me and my lack of ambition.
Hm...maybe i should study.
Campbell and Reece and that chem text that i bought for A's now seem quite appealing to me, for some really odd reason, especially since studying chemistry is about the last thing i would do...apart from studying physics. Of course, physics and me don't mix, so yeah.
The only thing that i want to be doing right now is to haul my ass over to HabourFront so i can buy the pizza burger. Really pathetic, isn't it? I mean, of course it is! The only compelling thing that i feel like doing is to what? Eat! Like...i'm on a diet here~
Not that it's working...but oh well, nothing much i can do about it, other than exercise...which unfortunately, is something that i haven't done for a very very long time. Since before the start of the year actually. It's actually rather amazing i haven't put on any weight at all. In fact, i think i lost half a kg, which isn't much but it's still better than nothing.
I am so absolutely brain-dead, and mind you, i seldom feel this way. Usually, i get the urge to do something! Like read, write, watch anime, sing...something! Anything! But no, i'm so stoned right here i'm rambling on my blog.
This reminds me of something i noticed quite some time ago. My entries are rather long. Ok, so scratch that, they're really long. Note my lack of vocabulary? Yeah, it's the after-effects of failing to read extensively and reading non-quality pieces of literature.
Like to kill a mockingbird? I'm at chapter one...since the beginning of last year. See what i mean? i need to start reading wisely...or maybe fess up and start reading the newspaper or something. The problem here is that i'm a huge procrastinator and i'm super lazy. Yeah, so much so that i'm lazy to write an epilogue...if that's the appropriate word to use...especially since the fic was a one-shot, for my latest masterpiece.
I'm still trying to decide whether i should post it online or not...
And no...i haven't came to any semblance of a conclusion.
Anyway...the epilogue is basically just an explanation of what happened, since the one-shot was written in first person and somehow is rather confusing. The ending of the one-shot is, at any rate...so the "epilogue"'s kinda essential...if you get what i mean. *shrugz*
So i'm stuck...mind, body and soul! My dear friend who shares my first name would just about scream "abstract!" right about now. Oh...and now comes this wave of nostalgia. I really miss Junior College. It's so fun.
But i guess the past is there for us to savor, and the present is for us to live to the fullest...and the future is for hope and is basically anyone's guess.
Oh well...
It seems that i always seem to end my entries (hahaz, interesting way to say it) in a reflective mood. Is this also part of what being abstract entails?
Fine, so maybe i went back on my words.
The thing is, i can't help it. It's like an addiction or something.
Okay, now that's scary.
Why? Why me?
So i just finished watching Prince of Tennis up until part one of the OVA and the suspense is killing me! And here i thought it'd be something safe to watch since the show was airing for such a long time. I had banked on the fact that since it was such a long anime, it would be able to satiate (now is that how you spell it? argh? where's my oxford dictionary again?) my anime cravings.
How was i to know that the OVA wasn't out yet and that the show was so deliciously addictive that i would be so hooked. Yepz, you've heard it right.
Hook, line and sinker.
Not to mention the regulars are so cool. It kinda inspires me to play tennis, which i would actually consider taking up if not for the fact that projectiles and me don't mix.
Oh yeah, where was i again?
Ah, me and my previous resolution not to read anymore fanfiction.
It's not working.
Why? Why me?
Even i'm not too sure.
Sadly to say, the Prince of Tennis fanbase is a lot smaller than previous fandoms that i used to coo over. Ahem, Gundam Wing, Ahem. And lots more others.
I feel strangely cheated, though i'm not sure if it's because i expected a larger fanbase or that the show hasn't really ended yet.
Oh well...
Nothing i can do about it...
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~ Her Favorites ~Anime
Writings
Any animal that isn't a reptile...oh yeah, and no frogs and insects
Titan, Kiki and Sparkles~
Cute Kawaii Bishounen!(Like Narumi from Gakuen Alice) or bad-ass anime heros like Natsume-kun! and Neji! (Funny how both their surnames are Hyuuga. Hahaz)
Stupid, helpless people who think they're so smart. Argh, i can go on and on. But then again, what's the point in doing so right? Their insignificance isn't even worth mentioning here.
~ Wishlist ~Confidence, Decisiveness and Courage. And of course, for my inspiration and affinity with spelling to come back to me!!
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