I am so hooked.
The music courses through my veins, exciting me.
All i can do is go along with the flow.
Oh man. This is not good, since there is little in the fandom that can feed my hunger.
Well, at least it's feeding my muse, and i've written more than i have ever written in the past four years. I'm a deprived writer. So much so that my writing style has changed, for the worse, i think. i never really got the other style back, and it kinda pisses me off a little, but who can i blame?
I did choose science over literature.
And i would too if i had to do so again.
My poor poor sun-sick puppy of a muse.
This reminds me. I need to purchase another Azone notebook. You know, the kind with a black hard cover...the pages are running out thanks to my muse which attacks only after i've switched off the com. I'm simply too lazy to switch it back on again, so i settle with a pen instead.
Due to that, my writings are all over the place. In files, notebooks (some of which i've lost, to my horror) and on disks and thumbdrives. You get the idea...
It's irking me out, since i like to read them again for grammer and spelling checks, and most of the time, to continue with it. Yes, unfortunately, most of them are long and incomplete. The longest i got was what? 7o+ pages on word? And it was pure utter crap.
Yepz, i realised that only after spending such a bloody long time on it. How pathetic is that? No plot, no substance, and absolutely no depth. Urgh.
I should give up on multi-parts. They never work, they're never completed, and i always change my plot as i write so planning always become an utter waste of time. Besides, due to the fact that they're always perpectually incomplete, they're never published.
What an utter waste.
Yes, it's settled. I'd stick to one-shots instead.
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