I finally went back to baking, and then i realised why exactly i stopped in the first place.
I hate the lingering smell of butter and dough on my hands, and the fact that the kitchen is so warm! Mind you, it is not impossible for me to sweat after walking for five minutes on a fine day. So imagine the heat! Oh well...
But then again, i live with that heat all the time - i've got quite an *elastic metabolism here. Hahaz, see the asterisk? Yeah, it's the influence of Economics.
Dotz.
Yeah, i know. But i really really don't like that smell of butter and dough, which i would always get when baking bread simply because i have to knead the dough!
And yeah...i do realise the existence of the bread machine - something that i doubt i'd ever use though, due to the fact that the reason i make bread is to knead the dough...which is really the fun (and smelly) part of it.
Gosh...
It's like...equivalent trade or something. <-- those who watch FMA, you know what i'm talking about right? hahaz.
Oh, and guess what? I just realised that the fics i wrote get so little hits because the fandoms themselves are super small! Which is a sad sad thing. Very, really.
I mean, now i understand the mindset of those who publish their works! It's exactly that! Constructive feedback! Or...actually, not so much of that. More of a...what's that called again? Oh yeah, fan reviews! Yeah...i guess that's a rather appropriate word to use.
I attempt to finish the whole fanfic thing by August, but on foresight, i think it's never gonna happen. Simply because i'm such a huge procrastinator and my inspiration isn't flowing!!
And that's basically the problem. Not to mention reality's starting to seep into my little glass globe of a world.
Life sucks.
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