Whoa, it's been a while since i last wrote a decent entry on this blog - sans all the fleeting inspirations that leave me feeling rather morbid and introspective each time...
I'm feeling entirely random today - which is a really odd thing because usually, i have this urge to just do something. Unfortunately, it isn't the case. It's funny really. I'm sleepy, but i don't wish to sleep...you know, lack of leisure and all that.
Don't look at me like that!
...
Okay. Fine! Yes, i have been slacking for more than half a year now, but well...one could never have enough leisure time, right?
Right.
So yeah. I'm like...i'm not too sure how to describe this state of mind. Well...i guess detached's a good word to use. I'm rather peeved that my dictionary is missing - something that has never happened before since i've moved house. I wonder if i misplaced it or if someone actually kidnapped it and happily waltzed away with it.
I mean, i have this vague impression that it was on the table when i left for camp...and it's no longer there now. I love my dictionary. It's a very important tool, especially for writing purposes and well...something to stave off the boredom. (is that the right word to use? Oh crap, where's my dictionary when i need it!)
I must be really bored here, if i actually managed to dedicate two whole paragraphs to it. Argh, don't mind me. I just need to type something down. You know, to sort out thoughts and all. I'm not sure what to think actually - about everything. It's like a fogged up world...you know? The haze and all? Well yeah, that's basically it.
I'm actually rather tempted to blame it on the lack of ambition but well...it shouldn't really be the case. Not exactly. So yeah. I'm stuck.
Oh yes, the camp! The business Bondue camp @ SMU.
Crap. This is not good. There is something seriously wrong with me. I spent three days and two nights enjoying myself at the camp and all that comes out of my brain is what?! The camp is fun.
Gosh.
Surely i can be more descriptive than that!
Apparently, my brain doesn't agree with me, so yeah. That's about all i can say - The bondue camp is fun. I didn't get much sleep though, but then again, who actually sleeps at camp? Okay...so maybe some people do, but i've kinda cultivated the habit of not sleeping at camps - unless of course, i'm at high risk of dropping dead the next day. Which is well...what i think will happen at CircleX, so there. Gonna have'ta sleep for that one.
But i digress.
The camp! Well...i was in group 19 and yeah. We were rather slack - which is pleasant and very fine by me. Hahaz. In case you didn't know, i'm an official slacker here. So yeah. Hahaz. The facilitators were cool and i'm really glad to say i made new friends there. So there! Okay...i guess that's a better description than "the camp's fun." Not all that much better, but yeah. I guess it works for now.
I need to get out of this haze - though it seems that penning down my extremely random thoughts doesn't seem to work, which is really quite crappy but yeah.
I'm toying with the idea of setting up a new blog, or a livejournal account to, you know...stuff all my drabbles there instead of here. It's kinda a mess, don'cha think? I mean, my insane ramblings all mixed up with my fleeting pieces of inspiration...
Hm...i wonder if anyone actually reads this crap i write? Cause the last time i checked, it seems that people actually follow this. I'm really quite surprised. Of course, i have no way to keep track of everything - since i'm just too lazy to get a counter and a tagboard / tagbox is out of the question.
Why, you ask?
Long story. Fullstop.
Well yeah...so like...where was i again?
Oh, yeah. Livejournal. Or maybe friendster - but i think not. There's too much traffic over there. Hahaz. Besides, i'm not a big fan of friendster - though i can't exactly remember the reason why.
For you guys out there who actually read my entries and acutally managed to make head or tail out of this entry - i salute you.
Since i can't really follow what i wrote either.
Gah.
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